2nd post:

I really want to get very whiny, and complain about how people's lives are at the top, prim and pretty, doing homework at comfortable pace, having 4 days a week to go out and play with friends, and basically how their having a field day whereas I am here, pinned against my orange painted walls with needles of responsibility and tasks poking my intestines out.

But yet again, thinking when people will be like, "Oh my gosh! You actually think like that? Why don't I bring you to a psychiatrist to see if you're really crazier than you're supposed to be..." I just vent my incoherent frustration of innocent pieces of paper by making poor blackheads on them.

And now, I have nothing much to look forward to since ;
1) I'm so busy
2) Everyone has their own thing to do with their lovey friends
3) I may be admitted to the mental ward anytime if this wild thinking of mine continues,

I just wish the world cup would start right now so I can watch, shout and be gleeful that x number of men are running on a huge patch of grass chasing after a patterned ball.

And like, if I could have my way in this country,
- I'd ban teletubbies
- Everyone has to wear space suits at home
- Orange hair is a must for everyone
- People above the height of 165 cm have to sacrifice their legs to feed a new breed of pandas that hunger for human meat
- I'll watch anime all day long + drama serials
- I'd be the queen of the country
- I'd ban everyone from possessing a jersey with the number 7 with the exception of me
- Every morning , citizens have to jump 50 times and twirl around 87 times while greeting their friends.


This shows how much I've lost it.